yes I also need to lighten up more than a little bit though.. I do need to get out and have more fun. need to get with my inner child and I find that I spend way too much of my time worrying over things that I can't control or change. I've been a worrier all my life as well as wanting to "take care of" someone or something or I dont' feel like myself. I need to feel needed or it's like I feel lost.
I'm enjoying very much the new things that have been happening in my life since the end of last year. I enjoy meditating and I really like having communication with my guides. I've been reading books I never thought that I would ever in my life read. I am learning so much and I find I love it. I use a pendulum every now and again and also have been trying to learn tarot/oracle cards. I have also been working with natural stones and when anybody suggests anything I at least try it and if it doesnt' seem to work for me then I can at least say I tried it.
I found that I was spending too much time wondering and worrying over when I will get this ability or that ability and decided last night that I'm not gonna worry so much aboutit that if it's meant to be it will be although I will continue to read my books and meditate and work at learning. I'm not giving up, I'm just going to spend more time actually listening to what my guides have been trying to tell me. I have a huge problem with patience. I tend to want everything to happen "right now" or I am always saying when will it happen or will it ever happen?. so I will take it one day at a time and see how things turn out.. thank you your words mean so much to me. Jodi