I feel so lost, in a way I've lost my son. The way things are going he won't remember me when he gets older. His mother moved on and I can't see him. I feel cut off from the world, like an empty shell. I haven't stopped crying since I got off the phone with him and he didn't recognize my voice. Sad to say my son was the biggest source of love in my heart, I can't keep feeling like this. I can't go on like this. I can't feel the love of the holiday, I just can't feel anything but overwhelming pain.
updated by @windwolf: 09/01/18 08:24:59PM