updated by @windwolf: 05/14/17 08:59:38AM
We are here for you and we understand. I was tagged as a drama queen and no one realized that what seemed blown out of proportion was how I actually experienced it. I don't have a friend right now either except people on here and some of that is because most people thatI meet I really don't want to be friends with. I would rather have one really good friend then a whole bunch of crappy ones. The pain and loneliness, I think, is from the curse side of being an empath. We understand everyone but they can't understand us. I dont have any suggestions but I feel the same way. Most people just run from my strangeness.
It occured to me that maybe you could go for a massage if you think that might help your need for a "hug". It ishuman touchjust in a different form.Something like that might help tide you over until you find a good friend and also provide a bit of stress relief. Hope that helps : )
I've had to learn not to depend on other people for my well-being. It was a hard lesson. I don't tell anyone really about my sensitivities, although people who have known me for a long time just think I'm a bit psychic. I would say for you to be yourself and be your own best friend. People will come to you eventually. Maybe you need some time alone now. . . but being alone now doesn't mean that you will be alone forever.