hi everyone and thank you for letting me be part of ur community..
snakes have always signified to me bad vibes and character, this was usually in visions. but for some reason I feel like a snake myself that is shedding skin in terms of growing from the negativity from others or this person in particular, becoming a stronger wiser person, with a broader outlook on life. at the same time reflecting back on this person and thinking if they don't change their ways they will continue to project that negativity onto those around them and completely damage whatever they have a chance of salvaging.
how do I deal with people like this? avoiding them is not an option as its a work colleague..
I had absorbed so much from them, I'm still in a mentally distressed state and my heart is at great unrest. and snakes were heavily involved in this persons reading.
This persons condition is in a filthy state, beyond what I had already perceived of them, I definitely learnt my lesson making myself vulnerable at the expense of knowing what I would suffer, I had no idea that it would be to this extent. I hope that I can be better prepared in future.
on another note with someone else,
I used to be a real chatter box, always nagging people, wanting to talk about empathy related stuff, the more I'm growing back into the person that I used to be, some people might just naturally start hearing less from me, i'd like to talk with some that I get on with really well, who understand somewhat of my journey but I never really understand them, because of the way they relay things. I don't blame them they're autistic but until they/we cant find a way to communicate properly I just want to stay away in the sense, I'm not actually in the mood to talk with/to them, no offense to them. and the little baby steps that have helped me ground, that they were largely part of means I am starting to bottle up stuff again that upsets me and I'm wondering if they feel it as I consciously talk about it, might feel like little pin pricks of pain to them. because I seem to feel it as like a synchronicity thing though what actually is bothering me I'm withholding from them.
why would I use a snake analogy?
what does it mean to others if anything?
peace to you all.
updated by @spiritualskies: 04/02/18 03:33:56PM