My narcissist

Corey Easton
Corey Easton
@corey-easton
last year
62 posts
Context I guess I was ignorant, my "narcissist" did not come in the form of a girlfriend or lover, I also read about them and other people experience and thought that would never happen to me. took me 4 years to realize that the kid a few years older then me that I met at the beginning of my college degree was a narcissist looking back there are so many signs that would have shown me there is something up with this kid, he's is no good. but he was a "Christian" had a family and I was always trying to help me, when I was around him, he would manipulate my thoughts, when we drank I would get totally emotional and lose it around him and would manipulate me and act like I had the problem even though I would just reflect back his true self. I would always distance myself from him because I was trying to be around people who would positively influence me and my future but he always found a way to suck me back in. How I found out who he was is because when I was doing my wedding invites I prayed for 2 weeks wether to invite him or not and the Holy Spirit put it in my heart what ever I do not invite him. I asked why one time, and it put the word narcissist in my head. I was mind blown but at the same time it made sense. Ever since then I tried distancing myself and it's like he knows, he tried to contact me through every social media or texting I had to block him on everything and then he tried getting to me through friends and family. It's insane, who knew a kid 130 pounds a few years older then me would be the narcissist in my life. I filter all energy through the Holy Spirit and whenever he contacts me even through other people I feel my entire chest go on fire, and it ruins me for a few hours. Well that's my narcissist story
updated by @corey-easton: 08/05/18 09:57:17AM
Corey Easton
Corey Easton
@corey-easton
last year
62 posts
Thanks for the great advice!! Yeah I deff need to work on the energy transmutation, I normally have no problem with any other energy but this energy makes me so angry and I'm never an angry person, makes me feel like I'm bipolar. I need to work on taking a deep breath when it hits me and working on dealing with it in a healthy matter
Hop Daddy
Hop Daddy
@hop-daddy
last year
861 posts

@corey-easton:

@hermes is absolutely correct. A narcissist is the arch-enemy of an empath. And they are very attracted to us and different narcs will seek you out throughout your life. They cause so much pain I’m trying myself to understand why we seem to be so connected to them. They typically are very charming and captivating at first. It is easy to get sucked in. In fact, I think we empaths for some reason are especially attracted to narcs (more than other people imo). And when you do let them in to your life they create havoc and pain. It's really something to watch for going forward as you will be tested by them.

Tundra2
Tundra2
@tundra2
last year
63 posts

For myself, the connection with the narcissist in my life is because I wanted to believe that they were the charming kind person they pretended to be.  Even when I saw them for who they really are I wanted to be wrong.  Over and over I tried to twist the facts around in my mind and make them kind, that some how I misunderstood what they did.

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