Hi this is going to be hard to explain in a short way but i will try. I have had periodicaly times when i would call myself psychotic when basicaly all my emotions are so intense and my thinking is so changable and all my emotions keep swinging wildly around and it can just come from nowhere that im like this. I just had an episode like this and i swear it was spiritual in origin. I think its caused perhaps by spirits messing with me. I often had alot of spiritual attacks in my life and have something around me at the moment. Now i dont want advice on shielding or anything.
I just wanted to see if anyone else has any similar experiences of unstable emotions and thinking when they believe it may be spiritual in origin. I know that what would be classed as demonic possesion would be a wildly fluctiating sense of personhood if the individual had any self awarness they would feel overwhelmingly like there were many inside them and being ripped apart emotionaly. This is what i could describe it as for me. Im not saying i think im possesed but that its something manipulating my being when im like in these psychotic states. Ive found medication is essential for me to control my emotions. It is very disturbing for me and i hate these experiences alot for me they often come from no where and normaly i am a very calm person who centres thier life around quiet and peace as much as i can. So its totaly out of character to me to be like this. Does anyone relate or have any comments??
updated by @lilly: 05/24/17 05:05:52PM