I have been having waves of different feelings that started 2 days ago. Yesterday evening I had a very strong feeling that I need to distance myself from some people that had contacted me over the holidays. I had been debating with myself what to do because I cannot tell if they care about me or just want to find out what I have been doing.
Thanks for saying that Rene. I forgot to mention that my stomach is so nervous I am only able to eat liquids and baby food, and only if I take Benadryl to control the nausea. "Tied in knots" is a good description. I feel like I am about to give a speech in front of 10,000 people and I've just realized I left all my notes at home!
Fear, yes I think that is it. If I do not contact this person(s) am I giving up on enjoying contact with them or if I do am I setting my self up for abuse? I fear letting someone back in my life that will not be good for me. This should not be that hard and take so much thought. My gut is telling me stay away.
Also, I'm feeling better. I had a very bad feeling about something, my gut as always. Realized it may be work, confronted my boss. And yet again I was being taken advantage of, so I put it to rest.
Well I certainly think so, yes. I'm sleeping crazy hours and it's only enough sleep. I think this is because I need a lot of time away from physical existence each day to assimilate and move with the shift. But I sense a major shift has been going on since around October 2016 with peaks and troughs. Someone said somewhere that it's a time where a lot of negative stuff is coming to light on earth, and as this happens, it is uncomfortable. This resonates strongly with me; I see it everywhere. I have, though, and almost unwavering optimism as I sense it is an extremely positive shift in the balances of energies on our Planet.
But I could be wrong
updated by @snap: 01/05/17 02:09:20AM