Hello to everyone,
I am getting the hang of this community and loving it thus far! I just came to the realization that I am an empath, among other abilities, and seeking answers and guidance. I am also desperate to figure out how to manage my abilities and still be apart of my church community? I want to "attend" church and do the "christian thing", but it never fails when the Sat night comes I start feeling dread and "talking myself" out of going to church. Then I have terrible guilt because I didn't go. Last night I went to the Sat night service because it is a smaller, more relaxed, contemporary service and I could not focus at all on what the preacher was talking about at all and about twenty mins into service I started to get the dreaded headache. I just want to know what to do with these feelings of dread and how to handle my concerns. I have young children that I want to be part of the church programs so that they have a safe outlet to learn about God and build relationships, but how do I juggle my setbacks while encouraging them in their journey?
Thanks in advance,
updated by @milbabys3: 05/16/17 04:18:08AM