I believe places can be cursed and ive experienced it with a friend the house she has lived in for years has brought her constant bad luck since she moved there and it seems infested with spirits. I tries to stay over night in her house visiting her but i wasnt able to fall asleep at all being awakened just on the edge of sleeping by spirits doing things.
I believe her house is a hotspot for some reason. She is very much in a negative place in her life and every time she trys to get to move another big problem comes up for her to tackle so she can never get any doors to stay open for her to move out the house,
Im not saying your place is a spirit problem but it could be. Or it could just be bad energy for something that happened there in the past. Or some other reason. Have you thought about getting a house clearing done. There are many people out there who can do this very well. And distantly so you or they dont need to travel. It can be quite miraculus the results. Even if you go on still to move then it could help you to be able to get to that point and have a door stay open for you.
Ive had a similar fight between good and evil it was horrendous. I can talk more about it if that would help but i think it maybe a different sort of situation. I thought mine was my house cos the evil energy was in the house and everywhere. But i have ended up loving this house and wanting to stay here forever. I found out it wasnt the house but a bad healer i was involved in who was channeling evil spirits to me when she was supposed to be sending distant healing. I found out cos i had a dream that told me this and told me immedatley to stop the healings. I dont know if she was doing it conciously or what And straight away something good happened to me after i had had years of terrable luck.It took awhile to get rid of all the negative left overs from her. But im just saying its not always the house it can come from people even so called healers
I hope some of that helps you feel like its not just you.