I was born this way HSP and an empath. While i had a very overwhelming childhood. With spirits and peoples emotions making me physicaly ill. I feel the older im getting the more and more my empathic skills are getting even worse. Im having way more spirit experiences and cant cope with almost all face to face meetings where i have isolated myself from people to survive. I am housebound anyway with an illness. But i could go out sometimes if i chose but ive been prefering not too cos i either pick up a spirit and bring it home with me. Or someone upsets me and overwhelms me just with their energy. If i where well and able to go out whenever i wanted i wouldnt at all i would just stay at home all the time Or move to a remote place with some animals for company.
It does seem like its age for me, Its like some sort of progressive mental, physical and emotional illness that just is getting worse with time and im only 37 where will i be when i 60 or 80! If i get there. Its becoming unbearable for me. I so wish i could turn it off. Its a curse for me always has been and so is my highly sensitive nervous system. It makes life an endless trauma for me.
updated by @lilly: 09/03/18 09:29:01AM