Keeping a Job
updated by @soralei: 07/25/18 09:31:46AM
Had to leave my job last year, I had what can only be called in this world as a `mental breakdown` I was absorbing the emotions of a lad with learning disabilities (a very stressed, angry, confused and anxious individual) it took me a long time to realise my feelings and thoughts were not my own - outbursts and intrusive thoughts, it was a year of hell because I was caring for him every day, all week. - I am now terrified of working in the care industry because of the empathy, the not knowing how to manage it I guess.
Moving to my new job I have had so much stress because of other people and their nasty talking behind backs, gossiping, bullying of coworkers, being overworked.... I have (within four months of being here), fallen out with three people, I have yelled at two of them, told them all I cant stand their nastiness) Its so difficult because I am not a confrontational person (certainly never used to be)....
I have a job interview today, basically the same kind of work `kitchen` - I like to be hidden these days Its part time so I can study on the side..... I have no idea if I will meet happy or negative individuals?.... I just know work and being around people for too long is bad for my health and certainly is not advancement of humanity itself - If I had the chance to, I would up and leave civilization, live off the land and live peacefully somewhere in the country
You are definitely not alone