Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
Hi...one of the things you need to remember is your not alone....not anymore...there is a lot of info here...just take the time to read through it...everything your experiencing can be repaired...take the time for yourself...as darkestshadeofblue mentioned...you'll probably need to withdraw from everyone for a time...I had to do it and still do it when I need to...and there's no guilt even though people don't understand...that doesn't matter...what matters is that YOU understand...and are willing to learn a how to protect yourself and heal...one step at a time...that's all it is...
Reckless
Reckless
@reckless
2 years ago
123 posts
Sounds very similar to the path I walked, and still walking to complete. For years I've helped my family and I'm not the oldest or a parent yet I found myself going out of my way each time. What I also noticed were others took advatange of this.I had to claim myself again. Make it known you will refuse to help unless everything is in supreme condition for you, since that will be your happy point.You need to get away. Money is always the next issue but once you distance yourself from others you will find that you have more than you realize.Rebalance your life. You need time to yourself not just to wind down but to recollect your energy through thoughts. How? You should be able to generate your own new energy infinitely. It will stop once your mind is clouded by anything to make you blind.The most dangerous people are the ones you love. Only they have the power to truly stop you, since they are always a part of you.I can say after it all, I am all alone. I can say I have been more happy now than I ever have been in life. I may have come across as heartless but this was after I closely monitored every relationship around me. I was fed up with regret and always being used to clear others' energies with them not doing a thing for me.I know I sound like a selfish person but this was the only thing I could think to do.
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
What exactly do you mean...when you look out all you see is darkness all around you?...is that you...or is that what one of the voices is saying?...cause realistically when I look out I see my livingroom...for me the voices is one of my abilities...Clairaudient. ...I hear and talk to spirit...a lot of people have that ability...and don't even know what it is...we're taught to ignore it and to be afraid of it...so...slow down and try not to panic...as you learn the pieces will all fall into place...and any fear you have will melt away. And never say you can't...take that out of your vocabulary...because...you can...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
OK. ..so...what are these voices saying?...and yes...if your hearing voices then a gifts may be opening up...and it's best to explore it and be prepared for that possibility...rather than deny it and not face it...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
When my own gift opened up I went on a full exploration of every aspect. ..if I'm to have this gift I need to know EVERYTHING...it was nuts...but it was necessary so I would be prepared for anything coming at me in the energy world that I couldn't see...and be as sure as possible so I could take steps to protect myself and understand all that I was sensing...the more I learned the better I was because the fear started to go...which was my intent..lol...the more you know..the less fear you'll have when the unexpected pop up..I still get freaked out on occassion but i'm prepared so the fear isn't really fear...just surprise....and your surrounded by light...your aura shines very brightly...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
My own gift I hear a lot of people...lots of spirit...sometimes I hear what's in people's aura...I hear all types of energy. .from crystal to plants...pets...etc...there's no limit to what I can hear...and it's difficult for me at time to pinpoint where or who it's coming from at times while away from my house...it could be a spirit....it could be a thought...on night that I dream I actually feel the energy enter my system...and usually that night I dream...sound is energy...you cough you send energy out as a wave...lol...I get the buzzing in my ears too..even now...you can't block the gift from opening...at this point you can only help it open it in a controlled way...which is lucky for you..when mine opened it was a big boom...the Chakra associated with Clairaudience is the throat chakra...and could probably use a clearing and balancing...another thing that helps me is a good sleeping pill...that's all I have...when my brain is over stimulated a good deep solid sleep works wonders....and...smudging....
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
A boom means an explosion...a big one...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
Your energy body...or soul...your full of light...your also surrounded by your spirit guides...who are there to help you at this moment...they wish to help...and really...they're waiting g for you to find them...there are a lot of good things about all this...there's also a lot of pain in the butt stuff...but I wouldn't want to go back to the way I was before...I really wasn't happy...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
Like you I have a tuff time explaining what went on...my brain felt like it was on fire...there was a lot going on so i've had a hard time pinpointing the exact cause of all that went on...it was a very intense time for me and quite scary...so I understand your fear...it gets better though...my Clairaudience is real and hasn't gone away...and I'm ok with it...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
Your own guides...you do have them...are you sure you're the one second guessing? ...I know when I start second guessing it really isn't me now....it's really a program within my subconscious that needs to be removed...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts
Yes..I can...someone is asking me to help you please..i've said i'll try....and also...yes...I can hear my subconscious. ..it's like a separate channel...kinda like a cassette tape...I know what goes into it....I cleared my subconscious out...I still have stuff to work on...but i know when something is not right and have to clear it right away...I now know what's left to do...it takes time to learn all this....this is a pretty big thing coming up for you...you CAN do this though...I keep hearing your spirit guides are waiting...so..they're waiting...
Karen2
Karen2
@womanwhowalks
2 years ago
968 posts

One thing I've tried and found it worked rather well...even if it was a bit awkward and I looked rather ridiculous. ..lol...was puting an electric heat pad on my head...set to the lowest setting...and just relaxed...lol...

Reckless
Reckless
@reckless
2 years ago
123 posts
Something tells me you know the answer to everything but you're looking for confirmation?

Make yourself less available even when you do have the time. I'm mostly available on weekends to the ones that hurt my energy. Too many days will definitely overload me.

Get away by moving. I understand this can be hard considering how the world is. But it is work for happiness, or live in misery.

You have telepathy between you and your loved ones, most likely. Chances are their thoughts cross your mind half the time. This is where they are able to enter your aura and hurt it.

Imagine creating a shield. When you care for someone, you give them a door, a key to you and they will always be able to do what they want with you. This has nothing to do with manipulation, it is just how you work and they know this.

Love will make you blind. You care so much that you can't imagine hurting them. You care so much it hurts. You care to a point where you may be live it is ridiculous.

If you have a hard time leaving then do a bit of both. Live in an unknown area but visit them to see it.

I'm not sure what your abilities are but they mostly seem similar to mine. The same mentality you use to judge strangers, place it upon the ones you love and you will see it yourself. I was always against such a thing because it is not right to judge ones you love. But when you realize they are hurting you, and you're not paying attention that will create a big problem really fast.

You are the light. Light is always meant to chase away the darkness. Even if your light has faded it will return, it always will. When it does keep it bright as possible by reminding yourself everyday what you know you must do. I cannot tell you what to do, you sort of know what to do in your life. Your guesses are usually correct. We are both alike in doubting ourselves greatly. It is our greatest weakness, even mine no matter how advanced I may seem to others. I'm not sure how to conquer this doubting myself but I believe in myself now more than I ever have. It is once I give up that I feel worse than before. If I did not at least attempt it, then how can I doubt myself? With that type of thinking I at least try and somehow it works.

You should at least try your hardest. I am sure you will find the correct path. Once there you will experience plenty of deja vus which tells you that you are correct.

It is strange how the abilities work and lie within us. One question I've always asked myself is how can one person make a difference? I guess that one person can motivate others and make them see things they have not ever seen or knew existed and make them believe.

Kind of off subject but you are the light. Even when you are lost you will light the path to the correct way. Tell me how to stop doubting myself and we'll be even, alright :P

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