Anyone ever go through this?
I dont know if its because I am an emapth or what it is, but I have always had a hard time with the opposite sex.
I am 19 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. I have flirted with some guys and had a fling or two but never anything serious.
Whenever I meet a guy, my "senses" automatically kick in and I "read" him. Somewhere inside me I know exactly what type of person he is. ( My skills are still very rough) I can do this with almost everyone. I call it reading someone because thats what it feels like, it feels like I am reading the persons soul. Its like I see beyond what they put out. Society shapes the outside, but I can see whats truly inside the person.
It goes a bit further with the guys I like. Whenever I meet a guy something inside me searches for this connection, I dont know what it is. But I know I will know when I have found it. It will feel right, and calming. Its hard to explain.
Everyone always says I am picky and I dont put myself out there thats why I dont have boyfriend and maybe they are right, but I cant help it. Its not like I want to be alone, its just that I cant force myself to be with someone that I know nothing will work out with.
Also, please dont confuse the connection that i am talking about with a soulmate connection, yes that is the ultimate goal, but I can feel that connection with guys that I know I wont end up with at the end but they are here in my life right now for a reason.
Has anyone ever gone through something like this or is going through it?
updated by @who-am-i: 01/24/17 10:37:06PM