Over the years I have had many chances to connect with others and even date them if I wanted however, something always held me back. I used to be very negative and did not love myself. Perhaps because I did not love myself, I could not love my potential partner which held me back. I have always feared rejection and been pretty socially isolated although I am getting better now which also held me back. I feel like I am waiting for my soulmate or someone special to love which is why I passed up all of my other chances. My intuition works in mysterious ways (as everyone's probably does) but idk whether to attribute not having found love to me being too isolated and negative or if my intuition wants me to wait for someone special. Not quite sure how to read this situation. Anybody deal with anything similar?
updated by @47th-wonder: 01/10/17 11:18:40PM