I was with a psychiatrist in 2014 and he said I have the symptoms of BPD.. I don't remember if I was diagnosed but I can understand why he had the idea...
My emotions are out of control and I'm afraid to go get a job and do something with my life. Feeling other people's emotions give me chronic pain in my back leaving me with anxiety attacks.
This was waaaaay before I found out about being an Empath. I feel like I'm not really one at all, and that I'm just crazy.. Maybe I have the random mood swings and depression because of the disorder. I don't know.. I'm scared to go back to a doctor because whenever I get medication, none of it helps me. It barely makes a difference as to how I feel.
But at the same time, I experience a lot of things not a lot of people do. Am I just seeing things? Am I really sensing the paranormal, and other people's emotions or am I literally crazy?
I'm really scared right now. I might be overthinking this whole thing, I don't know. If anybody knows anything, please reply to this thread.
updated by @skeletubbie: 03/29/17 05:39:01PM