Greetings my Spiritual Brothers & Sisters it took a whail but it is tim to share my Journey Get Ready !!

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2 years ago
12 posts

Let me just say that this is not scripted and there will be no cut and past simply put your getting it raw !! Meditating to ...Third Eye Chakra Awakening | 1 Hour | 144Hz Frequency Vibrations...

Right after my Ascension i was able to seek fellow Empath and one had been a longtime friend, funny thing when i reached out she said i knew you would!

I saw posts on facebook about depression and when i saw the 5D esoteric, metaphysical, and spiritual news,I knew.I was raised in a Italian catholic family middle class parents were strict and going to grandmas for dinner was tradition,Whemn my grandfather died at age 65 of asbestos cancer my grand mother wore black every day and she lived another 30 years.My father would litrally spend all of his time there year after year nd my mother infurated.My mother had enough and laid into him one night i was 5 years old and all iremember is dishes breaking,furniture smashed and my mother on the floor.I felt trapped i wanted to run away but i couldnt and this continued over and over again and i would just watch and slowly die inside.This went on my entire childhood and i woud beg my mother please dont say anything because you know what he will do..Guess what ?? she did it anyway and it wasn't until i wa an adult did i realize,it didnt matter what type of reaction she got all she wanted was some type of emotion.Thr reason i am going into a bit of detail about this as it plays a major role where i am today.My father never talked about feelings or emotions that was percieved as weakness, so one we talke about the weather and sports and politics the akward silence would fill the room ..I eventually got married and had a daughter but like most ended up in divorce and then another marriage failed i realized i did not knw what a healthy relatinship was.. Somehow i manage to get to 52 years old and my companywent out of business and here i am 52 no job and no identity and felt worthless.This went on for 2 years i tried therapist after therapist and all types of anti depressant but you know how that works.They try a drug andit takes 4 weeks to kick in but the side effects brutal, then the doc says there are 30 different types of meds we will keep trying unti one works..No way jose not on me.I researched and studied addiction,self medicating Dopamine.Seratonin trying to put the puzzle together.Now mind you even before my awakening i was always the type of person if something did not make sense i had to find out why,its just th way im wired.I could notread because i was ADD just like my son so listened 8 hours a day of Charles Stanley a baptist priest and found some peace in his message.Now my depression had progressed i couldnot leave my house.I was afraid i would get stuck or a flat tire and gd forbid if the car did not start.I would actually start it up 3 or 4 times just to see if it would work.I was ready to check in at Butler hospitol which is a mental health hospitol just so i would be safe.I had suicidal ideations but ot attempts,just the thought of it was realivng but knew i was to chicken to do it..My latest Pdoc gave me zoloft he said it ws good and 70% responded well to it.It did get rid ofthe anxiety however left me almost comotose so he kept uppig the dose and i continued to decline.I slept 16 hours a day and dreaded the morning and would actuall howl with anxiety

My son went for his med check for ADD and he had an old bottle of Focalin i the cabinet.Focalin is the closest thing to cocain not as strong aobviously but a central nervouse stimulat non the less..When i self medicated it was not with downers ot alcohol as a matter of fact when i had a bunch of dental work done theygave me Percocet and i through the script away i liked advil.My buddy said hey people rob pharmacies for those pills they are te holy grail of drugs.I said bont like em but give me speed or cocaine and i am in a state of Eurphoria,..So i looked at how i self medicated and what worked so i looked at the unused Focalin had andi said WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOOSE..After 2 days ya thats right 2 days i began to feel better and would leave the house,my sister noticed i smiled and the rest is history.I went to my doc andsaid hey you have been giving me the wrong med i have ADD ad the depression was in response on the untreated ADD I need Focalin nad he gave it to me.It has neen 2 years and everuthing is great and i started.Things progressed rapidly at this point i began studying Nuerochemistry and know all about the D1-D2-D3-D4 Receptors do and how each one has it s little emotion.They are love,sex,risk and the desire to hunt.I live in Rhode Island and there isa casino a few miles down the street but the place is huge and my brother in law works security there.I always wondered why so many Asians liked to gamble evet at my favorite Asian restaurants.On any given night the percentage of Asians compared to everyone else was about 70% !!!!! Hello the area surrounding the casino in a 50 square radius has maybe 10% Asian population.Please this is not a knock on Asians they are wonderful people.This is the type thing that would drive me nuts.A few short days later ithe brain zaps were getting more frequent and each one was like that show with Adrain Paul in Hylander and each time he sent another inmortal away he recievethere power,that is what it felt like.The very ext night at 2:00AM i jump out of bed literally dancing like Scrooge on Christmas morning and i had to wake my wife up and said HONEY I T CAME TO ME I KNOW NOW I WAS RIGHT !! I do know what type of medication to give a person suffering depression and it has nothing to do with family history or what works on mos.Simply ask the person when you self medicated what did you take and did it work...If the patient said Dave i love Valium or Benzodiaz aphines then a Serotonin Reuptaqke Inhibitor.If you said I hate downers or alcohol but coffee,choclate speed and of course cocaine and that was the drug of choice for me,well in that case a Dopamine Reuptake inhibitor Wellbutrin or Adderall..This is by no means 100% fool proof but it at leasts narrows in on one that can work..

Now mu ascension was so intense and it is getting late i will cut andpast but i can assure you i encountered everyone.I no longer eat meat and i loved it,I used to dink at least 6 or 8 extra large coffees from dunkin doughnuts and i went eight to 0 with no headaches.I am constantly blowing my nose my eyes are blurry all the time and my emotions are so unfiltered i could lugh and cry during the same commercil..Here is list and i will leave you with this.

I took every Empath Test and one that claimed to be the hardest ..If you scored 60 or higher you were andEmpath.I got a 96...WTF

I also seeked out supposidly one of the best known Empath out there now mind you i never ever talked to a Psychic ad she is according to forumeon of the best so i called her.They said she did not do first timers for the $35.00 whatever it was I said it has tobe her i will pay what ever her price was.I was drawn to her and that is what being an Empath is you just know maybe not sure how but you d o know..I have the 15 minute clip saved it the moderators will allow it i can upload it tomorrrow night I think you will findit quite interesting.Mind you some in my fmily are afaid of me now because when i look at them it's not only thereeyes but right tothere soul and makes people with insecurities and something to hide a little nervous.but Amimal love it..

Before i list my ascensions let me just say thank you for reading this i really needed to do this after i had a big fight with my brother but he lied rith to my face so what whas i ro do..Being an Empath has become an amazing oppoortunity for me to help others with addictions and depression.I feel that god had me walk that walk so i could witness to someone who is afraid to leave the house and truly understand where he is and how i can lift him or her up.that my friends is what this is all about you have a story to tell and people need tohear it.I do not watch the news its too depressing.The Sandy hook shootingds all those innocent kids dying like that it destroyed me..Never again..Here is the list for real Namastee !!!


ascension flu flu-like body aches and pains but you dont get "sick" like with typical physical flu

abnormal heat and/or cold in certain body parts, severe heat in bottoms of feet, cold solar plexus etc

hot flashes/kundalini risings repeatedly for both sexes

unusual headaches that just dont go away until they are done doing what theyre doing

physical vision changes blurring, seeing non-physical mist or fog , seeing new colors, lights, heat mirages, warps, vortex swirls

physical hearing changes inner ear clicking, pressure like when you change altitude, hearing non-physical voices and strange sounds

low-grade fever, chills, body and bone pains, aches and exhaustion when theres heavy solar and/or cosmic energies

sudden food and chemical sensitivities that make it nearly impossible to eat a lot of foods or go much of anywhere

insomnia and/or only being able to sleep for an hour or two and then waking up repeatedly throughout the night

drastically less dreaming (because youre dealing with issues/energies 24/7/365 Were transmuting while awake too)

sudden diarrhea (usually after youve been through a hard phase of transmuting lower energies and then shifting into a higher state)

sudden nausea or "morning sickness" for both sexes

weird food cravings, repeated high protein cravings (due to increased transmuting of energies), need for a lot of food fuel

severely increased sense of smell, smelling strange smells for days, weeks or months even (like burning incense or smoke)

sense that your bones are not as dense and solid as they were in lower 3D, they now feel more like cartilage that can bend etc.

profound exhaustion, feeling profound exhaustion and physical pains and aches after having been out in the lower world for a couple of hours, feel better once you return to your higher vibrating home/land/space etc. internal electrical-like vibrations or buzzing of the "rewiring" process super sensitivity to sounds, light, sunlight, even movement, dizziness, sense of spinning or tipping over or dropping through the floor


crying over simple things that profoundly move you, crying over the stupidity, crying because you feel SO much (this is 5D Heart Consciousness beginning) rage and deep anger over the stupidity, anger/rage/frustration over everything and everyone still in a lower energy and state of awareness. Theyre literally too painful physically and emotionally to be around or to endure now

sudden and total intolerance of anything, anyone, any system, religion, government, foods, belief systems etc. Intolerance of anything vibrating lower than you currently are

sense of being very alone and on your own with no one else around you who understands whats really happening to reality and you

needing to be alone and isolated from other people

ultra sensitive emotionally like puberty/pregnancy/menopause all happening at the same time! emotionally knowing and feeling things in other people that you never could perceive prior

family issues and "stuff" that must be dealt with within yourself and your bodies total emotional disconnect with things and people you used to love and enjoy very much feeling like you are changing so profoundly that youre actually dying (you are and its part of this process)


sudden loss of mental focus and ability to concentrate

sudden inability to read books due to inability to focus, concentrate, or even comprehend what youre trying to read!

forgetting the names of common everyday things, objects, places, people etc. like "milk", "hammer", "orange", etc.

forgetting your own name and/or sense of old familiar "you" or "self"

having to triple check things because you cant remember if you actually did them or just thought about doing it

loosing track of "time", loosing track of yourself within "time", suddenly not knowing what time of the year it is or even what year it is!

thinking and physically doing things becomes very blurred to your awareness, feeling disconnected from things like never before

disconnect with the ego self that was mentally multitasking constantly, inability to focus and so you relax and unfocus finally


seeing, hearing, feeling, sensing nonphysical beings both positive and negative, perceiving strange unknown energies and lights

hearing nonphysical voices call your name

seeing different colored lights, balls, points of brilliant light, flash and roll around in your house and/or outside

seeing solid 3D objects (like walls etc) suddenly look like a heat mirage, sparkle, shimmer with brilliant light and appear transparent

seeing, hearing, and even telepathy with both "positive" and "negative" beings, entities, perceiving areas of condensed negative energy

negative psychic attacks by other lower vibrating living humans, and/or negative non-physical energies, beings etc. (deal with it and move on. Its someones unresolved negative shit looking for a new place to live; transmute it, release it all and move on)

working through polarity resolution, repeated encounters with polarized energies, polarized consciousness, etc.

seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, sensing higher positive non-physical Beings, Guides, ETs, Angelics, other Lightworkers, other Starseeds etc. increasing conscious connection and awareness with your Higher Self spherical or "triality consciousness" instead of the old 3D polarized and linear consciousness increasing but HIGHER empathy, telepathy, clairvoyance, greater and greater unity within your self and with other people that are vibrating at or near the same frequency and state of ascension that you are, 5D awareness or Heart consciousness coming under negative psychic attacks occasionally from both human and nonhuman energies, thankfully decreasing in potency over the months and years stages of dreamless sleeping, stages of numerous unpleasant nightmares each night for weeks at a time. This usually happens when were making yet another shift and need to process some more stuff and energies within ourselves

updated by @empathchakra77: 01/20/17 03:10:35AM
2 years ago
107 posts

This is a overwhelming, very charged with energy. Somewhat anxious. I can tell you're eager to share.

I'm happy for you. I hope you find your niche

2 years ago
12 posts

Thank you Crownite it felt good to let it out it was actually an emotional release.Been feeling alone and somewhat isolated with all this going on and my poor wife trys to understand but its hard for her too.

Before I forget I never told you my theory why such a higher number of Asians like to gamble..!!!

Remember I said I needed to find the answer because that is how I am wired..Let me correct that just a bit. When something is obvious like the percentage of 70% which makes it impossible to be just chance and no one knows why ?? That bugs me because there has to be a reason so I will do whatever I have to try and come up with a solution or answer and it does not even have to be the correct one as long as in my head I can sayat least it is possible then I am ok..My theory is that Asians have an offset in the Dopamine D-3 Receptor which has to do with risk which plays a part and Asians have more of an offset of this..Now keep in mind when the genetic code was constructed I am pretty sure there were no casinos around but there was a lot of people plus a limited food supply. as a matter of factI still think you can only have 1 child in China...They needed to take extra risk to survive..Eskimos have certain genetic traits which enables them to survive and the same for warner climates. Bow in todays world you do not have to go out and hunt for dinner but that genetic code still exists and what better way to satisfy it but at a casino and that my friends makes sense to me and then I found this which only confirms to me that I'm on the right track...

ma on the right track...

2 years ago
920 posts

Bub, you misunderstand the Ascension process. If you had, you would not be here talking about it. Peace.

2 years ago
12 posts

That is exactly why I am here too talk about...Bub

My previous Ascensions were for the most part positive and slowly I was becoming whole Until today.

About 10:30 tis morning I started getting that rush of energy but as I got more intense it became so intense I could not stand I was seeing moving objects hearing voices and I was incapacitated The panic attacks were so intense I was getting sick II thought was dying. The more I panicked the worse it got. The entire process took about 4 hours.Jill It was so bad.I could not find the off button on the remote for the tv.As the waves kept coming and coming and after a while I began to focus m mind to block out any stressful thought and that began the end of the nightmare..Now I understand why meditation is key..I googled my Symptoms and BANG...KUNDALINI DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

2 years ago
12 posts

Greetings friends just an update the journey has continued and truth seeking has become essential in my awakening. Since August I started a Depression Awareness page entitled depression a new approach. I have since learned that Depression is a form of adaptation that is a nessacary process in order to deal with and ultimately ascend to a new the Brightside of being blue. Check it out..Like any good thing in order to preserve and nourish it's growth you must share it..I believe this so I did this..Namastee

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