Crowds and meeting people for the first time.
updated by @tigerlily: 01/11/17 02:57:53PM
Meeting others for the first time is rare. I usually meet through friends and family. Seen as stuck up, oh well. Like Cat Whisperer said you just have to be yourself. It can be hard.
Most times I can tell when someone is not going to get along with me. I avoid them and keep talk to a minimum. Don't want to upset them beyond what they're at. I don't bother. They'll try to get me in trouble, and after many efforts they succeed a few times. I wouldn't call it true success since it works less than 10% of the time. It's only when I decide to give up when things get at their worst.
It is strange to know how each person thinks, and what they think of you. I'm not sure what is the reason of knowing all of this, because it is annoying. At the same time I control how much I want to receive. I can shut them down at any moment.
I do believe all empaths have the ability to "disarm" the person they're against without any type of force.They'd call it a bad vibe, but it is us projecting.
Odd things do indeed happen to us. If you get a bad vibe, then listen to your intuition and stay away. Your friends do not understand your reality of the energy around you. When I am around people like them I don't share that part of my life. Unfortunately for them. Sometimes it is hard when your path or journey is leading you in another direction from your friends. Remember it isn't for them to understand. It is your journey. Your reality can't be real to them. You can't exist. Make sense?
Most of the time when I help people they have no idea I am an empath and claircognizance. I will tell you this .... I help, but I still take care of myself. I have boundaries set in place involving the helping of others.
As far as feeling things from materialistic objects I feel the energy of some stones and I always touch objects. You can catch me rubbing my hands down my thighs to wipe off the feeling. Yuck! You might check into the clairs to help you. Such as, clairvoyant, claircognizance, clairsentience, clairaudience,
Again, you are doing nothing wrong. There is nothing wrong with you. Relax and meditate. Take a deep breath. Stop being so hard on yourself. You are going in the right direction.
We lead lives full of energies, feel things deeply, have a whole other 'sense' others do not have. We are indeed fortunate. I am not sure how I would handle their 'quiet' lives.
Good hunting during your journey. You have some things to learn. If something does not make sense, then please let me know.
Love and Light!