I live in a subdivision, there are 134 houses and most of them are occupied. On one side I have a situation where an adult daughter has moved back in, this adult daughter moved her two under the age of 5 sons in and she has a rank energy and is causing a lot of tension in the family. On the other side I have the Jersey attitude, I have met other people from NJ and I know there are nice people from there but my NDN is the epitome of the Jersey Girl. That family loves by fighting, aggression is their joy. A few doors up from there is a drunk who lives off of doctor's prescriptions. A divorce is happening across the street, beside that house is a house of confusion and mental problems. The two houses behind me are at war over noise.
If I am not angry I am sad, if I am not sad I am confused, if I am not confused I feel high, I need a massive dose of Calgon!!!
I long for a country walk today. I want to sit out in the middle of a field and enjoy the sunlight on my face and listen to the grasshoppers hop from weed to weed. I want to walk by a pond and hear the gentle wiggle of the tadpoles. I want to feel the breeze as a junebug flies by my head and hear the buzzing of a sweet bumble bee. Watch the butterflies dip and light on a nearby flower. I want to walk through the trees and listen to the squirrels play overhead and the birds chirping from their nests. Oh nature!!!
updated by @annerose: 01/14/17 01:30:30AM