This all makes perfect sense and is very common with empaths. Opening up can be very hard, just remember to trust yourself and lead with your heart..you are in your head about the whole thing. You deserve love and you deserve to be loved fully!! Try to relax and trust in yourself to say things as they need to be shared or expressed. I have been left in a relationship because whenever I was asked something personal, my response is always " I don't know." The reality is that I know, and I know exactly what I want to say, but I'm scared of being judged for letting my guard down and truly being me. Does this sound similar to how you might be feeling? I feel like I can relate with you on this...just try to trust yourself and know that you are enough and you are so worthy. Let yourself be embraced with love. All the best, Erika
I'm sure you speak for many of us with your feelings. I certainly relate. I'm thinking maybe you just need to take a leap of faith. Let go of the old tapes in your head and follow your heart.
Unless you are under 18. I would not advise anyone to meet someone from internet dating site without parental notification .... can't help it. I'm a mother. Old tapes still looping in my own head, lol.
If your talking about the voice you heard, you probebly have another ability called clairaudience. This is something you might want to research. For someone who is clairaudient, they can hear both through the physical ears, it would be a single word, whispering, voices, ect, and then they cal also hear through the mind, which is like listening to a conversation in your head. It's an interesting ability, but you may also want to check out angels and spirit guides as well, because they often communicate this way as well, and since you were half asleep, you were in a semi-conscious state, like a state of meditation, before sleep and was open enough to hear them. Just becareful about meeting people you have only met online.