Well, I just looked at the side bar and under Elise's pic it says "Lost? Stuck?Confused?"
I haven't been on this site for about 8 months now - I think. I just had a birthday, turned 48. I am going on vacation next week. However, I just feel like crap. I totally tuned out my empathic stuffagain, so I don't know if it's that or what. I do know thatI keep waiting for my hubby to take some action to really help the family, but every day it's the same. He sits, watches stuff on the computer, talks on the phone and goes grocery shopping for a couple of items every single day. I decided on my birthday to get us out of this annoying place that we live, that I would get out of teaching adjunct (which is like minimum wage btw) and take classes to be a medical biller and coder. I also decided to improve my health bought a recumbent bike, etc. I feel betrayed because I'm half crippled with arthritis and I'm struggling to improve our lives and feel like I'm the only adult. And I feel like I've given up on my dreams by doing these classes, it's just something to pay the bills.
I'm not connecting to people right now and even kids annoy me (except my own kids I just want to cling to them). I also just found out that my grandma has congestive heart failure
updated by @4peace: 01/16/17 06:04:57AM