Fear of the unknown...
updated by @kindearthhuman: 03/09/17 08:43:48PM
Part of what you shared here can be tied into how many times we have been targeted and killed in previous lives for the very talents that brought us to this site. The soul memory is that it is unsafe to own these talents. The reality is that, for most of us, the reason we are here this time around is exactly to express those very same talents. In the 21st century those talents have rarely been more needed for the world and we have rarely been safer in using them.
Welcome to the EC!
I try not to stare at a person because sometimes I cannot look away. I will read everything about them in the first five minutes and know too much.
I don't mind being read, that's if I allow it. Id let you see only what I want.
I have thought about what others see or feel when they are around me. I have been told I glow. I have purple and white auras. It doesn't bother me, but I am a lot older than you. I am confident in myself and my gifts. I do not worry about what they see. I have a peace inside that carries me through most things.
Your feelings are yours and valid. It is good to remember ... those who are empaths should not be judgmental. Listen to your inner 'voice'.
May you find what you are seeking. Be kind to yourself.