I love the holidays, but the past few days, my energy has been so jumbly. I feel like I'm picking up on everyone's energy--and by everyone, I mean the collective energy of the holiday season. I usually do, but I don't remember it feeling as jumbly as this. Maybe it does every year and I just don't remember, and only remember the good parts or something.
I keep waking up with anxiety and I'm having a hard time being still. My brain feels foggy and fatigued and I just can't concentrate, or get the daily tasks of life done, like cleaning my house. I guess I just feel very ungrounded right now.
I have pretty much everything done for Christmas and we aren't even having that many stressful extended family parties or anything. I only have one that stresses me out to go to, but I also like that one, even though it is stressful sometimes. So, I know I'm not stressed about getting things done or anything like that. I just feel off, and I want to relax and enjoy. I want to read and write and enjoy my kids and enjoy the rain and the snow and the feeling of the season. I don't know where this jumbly feeling is coming from. Anyone else feeling like this?
updated by @sarah: 03/31/17 01:40:08AM