I feel like I gave up on life after 9/11. I'm just existing, trying to find a reason to go forward. On that day I felt like all New Yorkers were my neighbors and friends (I've never even been there). I felt like we lived in a third-world country all of a sudden. I stopped wanting marriage and children. I stopped pretty much wanting anything, and 13 years later the feeling still persists.
updated by @visitor: 09/01/18 09:39:43PM