You know what Emmy, I think you are right. There is a lot of joy and love in the world. And if we can feel the negative stuff we should be able to feel the good stuff too. Maybe we just need to rewire. I think my negative stuff is from being around my husband a lot (who is severely depressed right now) and my son who picks up on my stress in addition to his dad's - Maybe if I can start looking for love and joy and re-emit it out to my family some of this negative stuff could change. Does that make sense?
I do see beauty in people - not like being pretty it's different something in their eyes.