Severe Overload

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

I'm just exhausted and feeling too much. I haven't been on forums much this week because of work and things I have to do and I've missed sending out good thoughts. I'm very depressed, experienced bullying again yesterday and felt what the thug was feeling toward me - which hurts more, experienced many things going wrong at the wrong time and then I have this student who - not sure of the word for it - has a really strong presence and I'm actually getting freaked out because I'm getting words that he is going to say. I'm trying to teach and it's interfering with my train of thought - that has not happened before. I thought I was zipped up, but I guess not. To top it all off, I think my son is picking up on my emotions and is crying constantly too.

I really need some time away from it all. Ok Sorry for complaining so much. So what do I do now?

peace and light,

4peace


updated by @4peace: 09/05/18 03:06:06AM
4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Got it. Thankst thou for the message. (would that even be correct?) lol

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Thanks Snarly :)

I try to send out "vibes" light peace or something out to people too, Like you - I'm still learning :)

Peace and light

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

I couldn't see him really well. He was screaming at me, "oh look at that." (Because I'm fat) "Be still my heart," "ooohooo look at her!" I've decided if it happens again I'm going to confront him. I'm too old for this type of crap and it might stop him from hurting others. It's the first time at a school campus I've had this happen, In my original post I was referring to the whole bullying experience I had inelementary throughhighschool - and basically my whole life, anytime I go riding bikes, walkingor to the beach - etc. I'm an easy easy target.

I also realized the other day that I feel they way they feel about me. Disgust and revulsion and I have been turning that onto myself, causing myself to gain more weight. Hmm, an insight. I also have bad thyroid problems besides just not eating and exercising like I should. Since I started this board last month, I've been craving more fruits and veggies (still want sugar though) and not such a fan of meat anymore. It's weird. :) Maybe it's the meditation.

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

I hate to hear that about your wife. You know when a person who has a weight problem is out trying to lose weight maybe people should just be quiet or give a simple thumbs up. Probably a lot of people would weigh less.

Thanks so much for the kind words. Keep supporting your wife :) I know she appreciates it :)

Take care

Peace and light

4peace

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Thanks Willy, it helps - seriously :)

4peace

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Oh I like the wall of mirrors. I can totally see that. thanks so much. I could attack him by reading his weaknesses, but I've done that a couple of times in the past when I got madand when I do it seriously hurts people and I can't do it anymore.

thanks for the advice. It is seriously appreciated.

BTW, I was shocked what you said about the thyroid issue with empaths and psychics. An intuitive I was working with said that my throat chakra was collapsed and I was wondering if it was because of my thyroid and hashimotos. Very interesting.

Sending Peace and light

4peace

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Lions and Tigers and Empaths would make a wonderful title for a book! There's a project for you to work on Pat :)

It is great imagery and a wonderful idea. Thanks Pat and DoorMA49- you guys are inspiring me :) Funny thing is I'm a total cat person - so the Lions and Tigers fit me:) Well, I actually love all animals, but prefer cats :)

Sending Peace and light :)

4peace

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Oh no. I didn't mean to hurt them.Bears are awfully adorable :)

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

Sky someone mentioned Sept 11th in a post, Wednesday was the day before you may have been picking up on that. I was a wreck the 10th and 11th, I realized it was the 11th, but not that I could be responding to it.

You are right bullies are cowards. A lot of them have issues, but instead of working through them, they take their anger out on others.

I hope you are feeling better :) Sending peace and light

4peace

4peace
@4peace
4 years ago
187 posts

I think it was you Dan. Thanks for mentioning it, I'll be more aware that it may affect me next year.

I was in a terrible mood too. Even one of my students asked me after class if something was wrong - they don't usually noticemuch, lol. :)

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