I just had a weird dream that I feel was saying something, but I don't know what. I can't remember the rest of the dream, but I remember stuff felt off and not good. The part I remember was opening the washing machine to do a load of laundry and there was sort of fetted, greenish shallow water with some sort of flat, kind of gross bottom feeding fish. I tried to get it out, but accidentally started hurting it because pieces of it were coming off, but I didn't mean to hurt it. I wasn't sure what to do, and I didn't know how to get it out or clear out the bad water.
I think it might have to do with a few things, but I can't connect the dots. I'm in a job I don't like. I wake up every morning since I got this job last Autumn panicked and sick because I don't want to go. Don't worry, it's a job with an end date, and I'm only a couple of months from the worst part ending, and after that I only have two more months of a much easier work load with it, and then I'm done with it for good. Also, my husband works days and nights at two jobs he doesn't like. We just really need some changes in our employment and financial situation, and I was thinking about that when I woke up for an hour or so before I had this dream. Most mornings I am going to this job, I have nightmares for an hour or two before it's time to get up and go, but this one felt like it meant something.
Also, I've been doing some big energy healing and clearing out the old to make way for the new and I have hope that things will keep getting better for me, but I'm in that place where I'm ready for the new, but it hasn't quite arrived, except that I feel better about my life (except for the job situation for me and my husband), but overall, I like where things are for me. I've been clearing away old traumas and old wounds and old unhealthy patterns I was carrying. I think whatever the dream means, it must have something to do with all this. Anyone have any ideas?
updated by @sarah: 02/26/17 06:26:16PM