My heart and spirit reach out to you with love. I, too, suffered years of physical and psychological abuse and it takes courage and time to overcome the hurt put in your spirit by those ( family and "friends") whom you trusted. Substanceabuse is acommon thread in thesestories.It is hard to forgive and move on. You are now here at the EC and will find comfort among many who have been where you are. If you have not received counselling I suggest that you do so. It will really help. You are not to blame for the abuse that you suffered. You are a victim. I cut all ties with family members and users from my past. You do not need to associate with people just because you share DNA. By writing this letter you have proven that you are a survivor and are healing. Thank you for sharing it with us. It will help others.
I am including some short videos that will help you feel better.
Has Anyone Told You
May You Be Blessed
You Are The Light
The Power of Love
The Gift of Forgiveness
This is a link to my YouTube channel where you can find hours of music by Liquid Mind. I always play itin my home and it is a great way to live in a constant peace filled atmosphere. This music is used in many clinical settings to calm the spirits of injured souls.
If I can be of help to you, or you just want to chat, please feel free to drop me a line. I am always here and will always answer. May healing angels surround you, heal your spirit, and infuse you with love.
Throw some love into the wind.