A Step Backwards
I just lost my ish in front of the entire department,VP included. Can't wait for THAT meeting
They were all staring at me demanding I pick a white elephant gift while I was getting yelled at on the phone. (Our system has been down for 1.5 days)
So I tried to wave them off, and just eventually lost it and grabbed a gift in a huff and sat down. They definitely had one of those "damn! okay!"
I feel like I definitely must be the only Highly Sensitive Person at my job. They really don't understand.
It's like when I yelled at my coworker in 2008 and had to go on meds because I blew up at her in front of my manager. I can't become that person labeled "emotionally unstable" by them again. I just can't. I've come so far!
And all this right before our annual reviews.