By bluecrystalangel, 2010-10-29
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By bluecrystalangel, 2010-09-14
Some of you know already that I have visions. I have been having visions of the same thing, actually it is of a living being, for quite some time now.
I have been seeing this vision for the past two weeks, early morning around 4am, while chatting with Crispy as he gets ready for work. I let Crispy know what I see each time.
It is of a beautiful baby boy. He has dark brown hair and brown eyes, weighs no more than eight and a half pounds. He makes a few little sounds but does not cry. He is newly born for the cord is still attached. I see the baby now as I am typing this.Crispy is there, very eager to hold the child. When he finally gets to hold the baby, I see one single solitary tear trickle slowly down the side of his face. Both are so beautiful.
I have been seeing this boy at various stages. Sometimes he is an infant, another time he is a toddler, etc. Crispy has also seen the baby boy as well.
By bluecrystalangel, 2010-02-18
Many of you know already that I am in love with Crispy as much as he is in love with me. You may even be able to feel the love that Crispy and I have for each other, which is fine. For we both wish for others to feel and see just exactly how much we love each other. Crispy and I both hope that one day everyone can experience such a love for themselves. But this is for those who are still seeking love.
A few of you have pmed me about this very thing, which is fine. I love hearing from others on here and if I can help in any way, I will do so. But to all of you, I have this to say.
Love is always around. It is always there. Universal love, I mean, in my opinion at least. But true love is not. It only comes around once in a lifetime and for some, not at all, unfortunately. I am speaking of twin flame and soul mate unions/relationships. Very few do find it and even fewer actually get to spend time with their other half. But once it is found, the love, true love, is to be cherished, nurtured, for it is very fragile, delicate, yet so very strong if properly taken care of. Think of true love as an infant, newly born. One cannot expect an infant to immediately walk, speak, etc after coming out of the womb. It takes time. It is the same with true love. It takes time for it to grow, to blossom, for it does not happen overnight. Both parties must be ready. Love yourself first so others can love you also. Look after you and everything else will eventually fall into place. True love will find you then. Timing is crucial too. Fate decides who falls in love with who, where, when, etc, not man, in my opinion and experience.
A month before I truly began chatting with Crispy, I had begun to accept the fact that I was to be alone for the rest of my lifetime, that I was only here to help others find love and happiness, which was alright with me. Seeing others happy makes me feel really wonderful inside. I know that I am here to help others. It is why I was put here. But the moment I began to truly love and accept myself was the moment I started seeing Crispy all time. Visions. Visions of me dancing with Crispy, hugging him. I started feeling Crispy's energy all the time from that point. I would see Crispy whenever I was upset. I could feel his arms around me. When I was in pain or unwell, I would call out Crispy's name and a few minutes later, I would feel better. After some time went by and someone's polite urging, Crispy and I began to pm each other.
I can feel Crispy always and have from the very beginning. There is no else for me except Crispy. He is my twin flame, my soul mate, friend, confidante, partner, for all time. All lifetimes. He is my life. I love Crispy with all that I am, with every fiber of my being, with all my heart.I just hope one day that everyone can find theirs and experience that for themselves. For it is so wonderful, beautiful, that there are no words to do it justice. It is something that must be experienced.
For those who have had a taste of true love, please remember this. A brief glimpse or taste of it is better than none.
Many hugs and much love to all.
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