Thank you Bing. In a "head space" presently, in which I became quite weepy, reading your welcome note + suggestions. Stay Blessed Bing
Thank you so much! <3 I'm really happy to be a part of this community with so many kind and compassionate people like you are! And thanks for the gift
Thank you for the gift!
Bing, Please dont be offend by what I am going to write. It is born out of frustration and the only reality I know. My husband is convinced I need to see a doctor.
I know what I see is not in the range of normalcy. I know fan blades don't really move. I know they can't really throw out spider webbing that engulfs the room.I know the picture frame can't pull away from the wall or have ghostly images come in and go out from behind it. I know the fan can not be a hub that can shine out direct light beams. I know there is not a parade of men, women, children, animals and nondescript images all ages going in and out of my room nightly And I especially know an alarm wall panel couldn't (this is new) float in the air where I am able to touch it and put my hand under it. Of course, it goes without saying, walls don't ripple and bed comforters don't roll like a calm ocean. I know these things because I can not explain in terms that anyone including myself can understand. I know I can't see these things I see. I know because what I see is what is not there. How would it be possible to See these things and others can not? I know because it's not logical. It doesn't make sense. Yet I know ... I do.I don't understand a world where these things might be possible. I don't understand Angels or God. I don't understand but I know there is a higher power and it doesn't make sense to me to think there is a higher power that has nothing better to do than hear prayers and help each person in this universe. I know prayers aren't the answer because the good have bad things happen to them and the bad have good things happen to them. I know I feel Sane.... yet am I insane?
I have been trying to finish this for w days.
******* I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression. My husband wants me to go to the doctors. Ain't happening. I am so sick of doctors. I have Fibromyalgia. It took them years and every test they could think of to decide what it was. Of course, there are no easy fixes but at least I can stop and deal. Now when I go to doctors I tell them what is wrong and what tests or meds I want if needed. LOL
The thing is (you know I look for the scientific); there HAS to be a reason and an explanation. As long as I can conceive it; I can believe it. There have been "moments" throughout my life when I could half believe I could be a little Psychic and could even see where and why it was possible. But THIS...does-not-compute. I have looked and looked. I can't find anything remotely similar. I don't have a "couple" of - or a "now & then". I have full on pull out the stops invasion!! I don't know how, I don't know why. But - It IS happening.
Here is my very preliminary impression. I am definately the focus. I'm pretty sure I am being used but not in a mean way. I opened the door they walked in. I have read about using someone's light. I know I am weaker each day and beyond fatigue. Fibro is definitely acting up but I can't blame all this on it.
I am going to describe the overall scenario because I suspect like me; you want to understand. I think you are deeply caring and sincerely want to help others. I am more analytic. I look for the problem to be able to solve and improve. I am more clear and concise. You, however, I suspect want to search for and give the answers or the pathway needed to provide comfort. I feel you are a gentle soul. But I digress, sorry, sometimes I see more in written words than just the communication. I could be way off course.
The ceiling fan and light above my bed is what I refer to as the hub. I can look up at it anytime day or night. It may or may not react. There is no rhyme or reason. Sometimes it's a simple slight wave of the blades. At night it kicks in. There is not as much activity until the TV is off. It begins with webbing. The tips of the fan sends it out in every direction. It first gathers in black clumps and spreads across the room then up / down the walls and across the ceiling until the entire room is engulfed in an almost transparent web. Sometimes there appears to be stick figure black spiders with thick legs running across the walls but then it spreads out to connect to more webbing. I can somewhat control the web. I can reach out my hand and it will come to me. I can some what redirect it by moving my hand. I don't know if it is trying to protect or prohibit. It is quite unnerving especially when the lights begin. It seems like the lights come from the base. It's kind of vague, lighting different areas focusing most on the glass slider. There are times when it seems like a strong beam, remembrance of a flash light. White shapes dance across the ceiling. The visitors have diminished and they are often less defined but still stop by. Last night it was a thin young man wearing a light green dress shirt and tie. I don't really see colors with my eyes, it's more in my mind. The interesting thing is they almost always come to my bed and look at me first. I open my eyes and there they are. They often look back when leaving as well. They are definitely aware of me. Then there is the rippling area on the bathroom wall. When I look at the area it starts moving as though something were underneath looking for a way out. The movement changes pattern.
I don't understand (although I have tried to research it) smudging or crystals etc.
I absolutely adore my house. It took more than 2 yrs to find the house we wanted. I can't imagine ever finding something I would want more.
For the first time ever, I have no pets. I lost my beloved afghan about 14 yrs ago. Some months back I lost my c
Thank you for the gift Bing. I am so glad I found this site, it has been very helpful.
Bing~Thank you for the red ribbon and the page of links. They were so interesting! And I have to agree with the Queen: Your Christmas song was great
I don't know if I ever replied to your question last year as I just saw it here on our new site. I apologize if I did not get back to you. As empaths and Lightworkers we are here at this time of The Awakening to help elevate the levels of Light, Life and Love in this world. A lady that I know who is in contact with the angel Ariel has told me that from the spiritual realm's perspective Lightworkers glow with a high intensity of Light energy and that "Normal" people are attracted to our Light energy like moths to a flame. They will walk up and tell you their life stories as if they have known you their whole lives. They also, unknowingly, can leave you feeling drained as they are, unknowingly, draining you of your energy. I would like to suggest a few books for you to have a look at. You can look them up on Amazon before purchasing them. You may also be able to find PDF versions online for free or find them at a library. If you go to The Library of Light and look up the Dolores Cannon topic you will find some links to PDF free versions of some of Dolores Cannon's books.
"The Great Shift" by Lee Carroll, Tom Kenyon, and Patricia Cori
"The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth" by Dolores Cannon
"The Journey Home" "The Twelve Layers of DNA" and "The Recalibration of Humanity" by Lee Carroll
" Spirit Matters" by Jim Self and Roxane Burnet This book will help you with shielding and learning how to control what you allow into your reality and how you can help "send" Light energy into this world.
Once again I am sorry if I did not get back to you, but if you wish to contact me I will get back to you in a more timely fashion.
Throw some love into the wind.
Here is the new home of the Library of Light.
The Ning url are all broken but I will fix this particular one because I know you posted so many links to it internally. I am locked out of the Ning web site right now but as soon as I can get, I'll hook up the two
I have fixed all the links that you post on new member profiles. They will still work.
But please update your links to point to the new locations of the Library of Light
Thanks for that. I'll have to get busy as well LOL
Its me Geno, I had to create a new profile and I'm back in the business of welcoming new members.
Hope all is well with you!
It is nice to have you back with us. I am just settling in to our new home and getting ready to post some new topics in The Library of Light. It feels good to be assured that we are still going to have our community on line. It is always nice to feel your energy.
HI BING!.......PLEASE ADD ME AGAIN,I HAD TO DO A NEW ACCOUNT,I ALREADY SENT YOU A FRIEND REQUEST...MUCH LOVE...SANDRA
Yay, you're posting in the Library of Light again