Billy Jo

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I grew up knowing that I was somehow connected to nature and the spiritual realm. In fact, with the wonderful simplicity of a child's understanding, they were not two separate things, but parts of the whole. I recognised and experienced both 'good' and 'bad' aspects of each, and of human nature. I intuitively knew how to ground and protect myself within the world I was a part of, but there were people who hurt me, both physically and otherwise. As a young adult, I was at the same time innocent/naive and very much aware of the darkness that overwhelmed and controlled many people. I tried for years to shut out the 'stuff' that came from people without losing the connection to the rest of the world. At times I succeeded in turning it all down, which was very unsatisfying. Eventually, I learned to live with the onslaught of negative human emotion, thinking of it as the price I had to pay for the joy and awe that I was often able to find.

This precarious arrangement came to an abrupt end when my son died in a car accident at 24, 7 years ago. For 5 years, I was totally overcome with grief. Not just mine. The raw, debilitating grief of every mother who ever lost a child. The pain and anguish of every woman the world over, perhaps even in history, who has been given that most devastating news. I truly don't know how I survived. I didn't want to.

And then, 2 years ago, an amazing thing happened. I remembered. I remembered the knowledge that some of the things I feel are not mine. One night the word "empath" made its way into my brain, and (feeling like an idiot!)  I googled it, expecting star trek references and such to be all I'd find. And here you all were! So many of you, all with a different story, a different path, to this awakening and joining together in support and celebration of what we are. I am so grateful to have found you. I am so thankful to have found myself. 

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05/11/16 07:58:49AM @moderator-2:

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05/11/16 04:35:32PM @eliselebeau:

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Bing
05/12/16 10:17:46AM @bing:

Hi Billy Jo

Welcome to the EC. It is very nice to meet you.You are now among thousands of our kindand are no longer alone.This is our oasis in this world.Here you can talk very openly about all that is on your mind knowing that you will always be treated with respect, kindness, compassion and, most importantly, LOVE. We are you; we are one.You will find that almost all of us have had that "too sensitive" label put on us as we vibrate at a higher frequency than most "normal" people. Most of us find the company of animals, other empaths, and the spiritual realm preferable to the rest of the world. They don't get us because they don't FEEL the oneness of all.

I am including some links from the Library of Lightfor you to enjoy. Just click on the titles and you will go right to the topics.

I am Awake

On Being an Empath

11:11 / Lightworker

Indigo and Crystal People

Dolores Cannon

The Real You

52 Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening

10 Signs You Are Experiencing a Psychic Awakening

Your Strongest Spiritual Gift

The Dream of Life

I Deserve / Be The Light

Archangels and You

The following link is all about helping animals & others on a daily basis and costs you nothing other than 30 seconds each day. You can register for daily email reminders on the upper right hand side of the home page.

Greater Good

Throw some love into the wind

Bing


Bing
05/12/16 10:19:05AM @bing:
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