The Spiritual Side of Multiple Sclerosis
This is for everyone, and not just those individuals with a disease or disorder!
When I think about myself as an individual in this lifetime experience that I am currently having, I always have to separate my being into two unique pieces, which quite simply is a body and a soul. And strangely enough this is of great comfort to me when I start to think about my Multiple Sclerosis diagnosis. I understand that MS is a physical (body) ailment that has little to do with the soul part of my incarnation beyond being a lesson on learning compassion and love. Im sure that sounds like something that should be significant to my spiritual growth overall, which it is, but I take great comfort in knowing that on the day I cease to exist in the physical plane is also the day that MS ceases to be a part of my continued existence, simply stated if I learn my lessons well enough, I can move beyond Multiple Sclerosis and never have deal with it again as far as Im concerned.
Have you ever heard someone with MS or Parkinsons or Cancer or any devastating disease say that it was the best thing that ever happened to them before? I can assure you that you didnt hear it from me but I have come to understand what it is they are referring to when they make such a statement. After you can move yourself beyond the, why me phase, you start to see the world in a completely different manner. Its like coming out of a deep all encompassing fog where you can see the world with eyes that no longer tune out a deeper compassion for the human experience, in short, you learn to love on a much more profound level then you ever thought you could. It makes almost everything that most people worry about in life seem incredibly insignificant from that point on. And if it took my getting Multiple Sclerosis to learn that, then I have to consider the possibility, that though Im not really happy thats what it took, but perhaps it was worth the experience to achieve that overwhelming spiritual growth that is occurring with in.
And then it all starts to hit you just how petty most of what our race seems to think is important in this world. Its not about amassing great wealth, or having the biggest house, or the power to influence other peoples lives just because you can. Its ultimately about compassion, truth, and the willingness to help everyone else around you to find peace in their own existence.
And most of all, its about finding your own personal faith in who and what you are, and sharing that with everyone else!
Im dedicating this blog entry to a person that I didnt know all that well, but I wish I had. When I met her she was in the advance stages of Progressive MS and little did I know at the time that this would be almost prophetic since it was twenty years before my own MS diagnosis. She was one of the kindest and gentlest spirits that I have ever met never once complaining about the hardships of her own life which were extensive by any normal standards that most of us experience. However, she left behind a spirit of compassion that will be shared and passed on by each of her four sons, John, Steve, Bill, and Dave. She brought light of God into this world and it is only right that this light be shared by all!
Camille Marie Kelly