The Luckiest Woman In The World
We started talking today and he told me that he was going to tell the doctor to have me in the operating room while he was in there. I started laughing because i thought it was a joke and then he looked at me and said he wasn't joking. He wasn't going to go in there unless I am by his side. At that moment all of the miles seemed to disappear. I began to see how scared and vulnerable he really is right now and of all the people, including his mom a 20 year surgical nurse vet, he wanted me with him. There's no words to describe how I feel, so many questions, so many emotions i have spent decades concealing.He needs me, but moreso, I need him. For the first time i'm sharing something with him that i never thought anyone but another empath could feel. It's a really good feeling and i feel like the luckiest woman in the world.